Those screams still echo in my head
Your frail body burned into my eyes
I felt my world crumble with every step
Until my legs gave out to be with you

Broken fists smash through the floor
In hopes that the earth would open up
And drag us down together

I held your lifeless body to mine
As if we were one in the same

No chance to say goodbye
A memorial's all we have left
I will hold your memory in my heart
I will never forget you

Your ghost still lives in this apartment
I watch it walk down the hall every night
But you always disappear, just out of reach

It's the tightness that builds in my chest
With every sideways glance
As I forget just for a moment that you're gone
I'm trying to hang on

I'm weary of the bedroom now
Your final resting place
But I long for you to find me in my dreams
Find me in my dreams

Close my eyes
Reliving every moment that we lost
Without you
I'm fading away but I'm trying to hang on

No chance to say goodbye
A memorial's all we have left
I will hold your memory in my heart
I will never forget you

I haven't eaten much this week
And I've been sleeping on the couch
It's always the little things
That bring me back down

I just wanted to say goodbye
I just wanted to say goodbye
Close my fucking eyes
Find me in my dreams